09 Disember, 2010

fuck Y.O.U

everyone must have a place in someones heart aite ?


well,well,well..you wanna know whats your place in my heart ? hmm i wouldt really say heart,more like GUT !
anyway,you'll always be the father i never wanted.
someone  has been a bully this year.so,instead of getting coal under your tree looks like youll be getting a devil daughter for chistmas.aww,you're gonna have to just live with it.santa doesnt like bullies.

you know,when a baby is born they dont get to pick elvis,michael jackson or some korean pop star to be their dad.its already chosen for them.no matter how far i try to turn back time ,i wont get the chance to pick elvis,michael jackson,or some korean pop star to be my dad. WHY ?
dont ask me such a stupid question cause i dont know the fuckin answer.
all i know is i hate hate hate living under one roof with a stranger who im suppose to call my 'dad',that same stranger that is breathing in the next room.
i never asked for a  dad anyway.

heh,i could already imagine what you would say if you read this.
"im your dad  ! is that how you talk to your dad ? kecik2 agi da pandai melawan..
that would be your exact words.but of course,i would have a comeback that would piss you off.
so,this is the part where i say "setahu aku,syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu bukan AYAH".and after my dramatic comeback is when you walk up to me and slap me,and wished you had beat me down before i got a chance to say those words.



01 Disember, 2010

Unfair.

how would i describe an adult ?

mean, cruel, not understanding, impatient, disappointing and UNFAIR.


Mix them all together and POOF ! you get an adult. i would use the  word "PARENT" but i don't wanna make it so 'obvious.' i mean, i haven't even told you the story yet.

Anyways, i sure don't want to start a debate. you can't even catch up with my age.who's 13 to you huh ? hello !  that was like 2 years ago. that's  what happens when an adult is too caught up in work. i mean "my office is my heaven" aite ? i don't care if i'm neglected or something, but don't come barging in and start yelling at me when you think i did something wrong. just because of your firm believe you think you're right ? oh i get it, ADULTS are always  right. no no no, scratch that. ADULTS are NEVER wrong, right ? they're supposed to be smarter than some 13 year old girl. BUT OF COURSE ! a 13 year old girl who has grown up, would have an opinion of her own. what if she thought that  adults CAN'T  always be right ? with all do respect of course. so she started a protest. what would she get ? a smack in the face. i guess thats how adults show their affection to their children aite ? very touching.
give it around of applause everybody ! im not trying to ruin the image of an ADULT.but we all have our own thoughts and OPINIONS,and its obvious that this harsh story seems to be my opinion.i really wish i could write in more detail.but its not fair if you can read my real weakness when i cant read yours.so all i have to do now is wait for peterpan to come and take me to neverland,fight captin hook and his crew,learn how to fly with tinkerbell,read bedtime stories to the lost boys AND of course i wont have to grow up to become an ADULT in return.the moral of this story is peterpan isnt real,so dont die waiting for him to come pick you up and take you to neverland.